Goodbye My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

(Song by JAMES BLUNT)

1 Negara di Setiap Benua!

Kalau baca judulnya, deg deg an mbayanginnya. Bisa nggak ya aku datangi minimal satu negara di setiap benua? Tapi siapa tau, ya kan?! Semesta selalu mencatat mimpi-mimpi kita. Entah terwujudnya kapan, insya Allah, bisa!:)

Tiba-tiba aja terlintas keinginan itu saat bbm-an sama temen sekolah yang rencananya mau travelling bareng abis lebaran nanti. Dulu, aku aja nggak pernah nyangka bisa keliling Indonesia. Well, belum seluruhnya, tapi lumayan :) Toh, lokasi dan daerah-daerah itu belum tentu bisa kudatangi kalau nggak karena pekerjaanku sekarang ini. Waktu dan kesempatan bertemu memberikanku keberuntungan. Alhamdulillah....

Nah, sekarang waktunya melihat yang lebih 'lebar' lagi. Aku pengen melihat dunia! Pengen belajar kehidupan dari semua ciptaan-NYA. Melihat berbagai bangsa, budaya, orang-orangnya, dll. Itu butuh banyak uang sih... Makanya gak terlalu muluk-muluk naruh mimpinya; satu negara di setiap benua yang ada, cukup! :)

Sekarang doanya, mudah-mudahan dikasih sehat selalu, waktu yang senggang, umur yang panjang, dan rejeki yang berkecukupan...amiin.

"You get educated by traveling" - Solange Knowles

"Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world loking for it." - Elizabeth Gilbert

"Traveling is reading your self and meaning the almighty creator" - Indri Yuliani :p

When i only have me

Memendar biru, sendiri
Mengawasimu dari kejauhan, sampai hilang perlahan
Maka ketika pagi datang, tak perlu resah
dia ada meski tak terlihat ada
dia punya cahayanya sendiri
dia menikmati sepi
dia menunggu dicari.

nobody trusted, except your self!

(broken by melayna - deviantart)